I absolutely adored reading arctic zoo but was absolutely heart broken when it ended and I was also completely heartbroken and shocked when Duke - Julius's boyfriend- is murdered by Julius's cousin Collins and I thought to my self that it is a shame that Duke did not have any protective clothing like a stabproof vest and a knife with him so that He could have killed Collins instead but the fact that Collins then decided to take a picture of Duke's dead body and send it to his cousin with a message saying 'You did my nose, So I did your boyfriend' made me absolutely sick to the stomach and made me wish that it had happened to me so then I would be able to get revenge on Collins, but the fact that at the end of the story, Julius decides to Kidnapp his cousin and then shoot him in the back made me feel happy at the fact that Julius did the same thing that I would have done if I found myself in that position.