All what I thought might happen in this book didn't. But I loved it! There was so much more to this book than I initially thought! This book was very cleverly put together! The main character Esther is a very complex girl with lots of things she is dealing with. He twin brother, mother and father are equally interesting! Jonah their friend is a funny, rough and caring person who had many levels and as for heph she made this book great! I was laughing, crying and plain shocked throughout this books with all its twists and turns! Esther tries to conquer her fears which doesn't happen in which I figured! But it is written much better than I ever imagined! This is a must read for anyone who wants a different way to see mental illnesses!