I read 2 chapters bu the only thing i gathered from either of the chapters was that she was envious of her sister and hated her because of the jealousy she had towards her sister, who had been given a life that she wishes she had. She blamed her parents for all of her misfortunes, which is reasonable, however, her hatred for her sister was not as reasonable. The book would definitely be better if she focused less on her sisters perfect life and how it compares and instead focused more on how to fix her life, furthermore, how she could try to embrace what shes been given and focus a bit more on self love instead of hating herself and throwing a pity party, especially considering she wakes up in a bed overlooking the sea. its just not something that most people get to experience, she grew up in a successful family, her dad was rich enough to own a yacht, yet she still constantly complained about her downfall and how she isn't as "perfect" as her identical twin sister.