Am totally impressed with what I have read so far. A family coming to terms with the loss of their Son and Brother. The main character Billy (Father) has my full attention. His relationships with his wife and children are shakey. Billy also has a massive weight problem. I love how he describes his avalanche into overeating and how he ended up been in 30 stone . Inbetween coming to terms with the loss of his son he has decided to loss the weight. I want to know more of What becomes of Billy and his family. Why did his Son take his own life. I feel am going on the journey with him . Will his relationship with his wife survive and his relationship with his other children. Will he manage to loss the weight.